A PwNPD typically engage is some form of self indulgence. This behavior stems directly from emotional dysregulation and manifests as a pattern of self soothing many times self destructive activites. Over drinking, over eating, over the top anger, provocative to others, over selfishness, hoarding, manipulative, porn addiction, sex addiction, over exercising, overdoing plastic surgeries, 40 cats, drug addiction, dictating, dominating, speeding in cars. Out of bounds behavior. My aunt waddles around, grotesquely obese, wears clothes that look like a table cloth. Screams out in a childlike baby voice at family gatherings "Who's going to eat with ME!!!". Looks like an animal eating voraciously hunched over her plate. Looks around at other peoples plates "are you going to eat that?". Looking to eat others food. I bought chinese take out one time. "Is that all the food you bought?" Violently hiccups after gorging her stomach with food. Every single day i have been around she exclaims "i didn't used to be so fat and ugly" and "i used to be beautiful and slender". Sometimes twice a day. A message to anyone "don't look at reality of myself imagine me as i imagine myself in my delusions."
Understand what you are dealing with, study the machinations, learn the narcissistic patterns of behavior. Love yourself and be yourself.
At my home i purposely bought a container of those delicious mini brownies at Costco and put them conspicuously out on the counter one evening as a test. In the morning about 1/3 were gone. I'd guess about 15 brownies. I did not know what NPD was at the time just observing an odd abusive pattern of behavior toward me and herself. This behavior included her climbing into my bed on top of me while i slept. Hysterical screaming at me was another strange behavior I endured.
Hello,hope y'all doin good, i came to Quora to share my strange story , a very weird one , a story when luck smiled at me ,maybe u will enjoy it , let's begin,have fun...
A year ago ,I was a real porn addicted(btw I was 18) ,but never had sex before, I don't have a gf I didn't try to find one even ,always thinking to go to find a sex worker but then I just don't , everyday watching different bodies getting fucked and everyday enjoying.
One day, I was watching porn, a big ass lady with big boobs ,just after seeing her the image of my female cousin poped in my mind, (let's introduce her : she's 35 years old , very big ass , nice boobs ,not very big but nice,always wearing tight clothes , she's divorced ) and I thought of me fucking her ,I never had sexual desires for her but now I do days went by and when I met her I was so horny ,I couldn't stay with the family cz my penis was clearly erected , I realized this is my first time I get horny for one of my family ,it not illegal in my country.well to make a long story short( if u want details just text me I will tell u đ),I decided to give her signs that I want to fuck her,finally I decided to have sex and with my cousin , I thought it is the best beggining for me, i started touching her when I came across her in a narrow place , make her feel my hard cock when we hug , I thought it will hard and I will be ashamed but no , I felt nothing and she said nothing , probably she thought it was by mistake,anyways, I decided then to talk with her about sex, waited for her to be alone in a room and talk with her, I confessed everything about me watching porn and addicted..etc,she said it's normal and u are growing up and u must have sex,well at that time I was like whaaat????? Well I didn't control myself and asked her for sex ( horny like I Ve never been before) she said that she will think Abt it ,2 weeka went by then she called me ,telling that she reserved a room in a hotel and we meet tonight ,we met,and bruuhh, sex is great , I mean, I had to find a pirstitue ,what I was waiting for to have such a feeling ????, I will never forget that night, I started kissing her she was kissing hard ,she misses sex so bad , she sucked my dick and swallowed my semen ,I felt I'm in a dream , then when fucked ,her ass was very big and the anus was open ,didn't struggle to get my hard cock inside it , she was obviously missing sex , she was shouting ,fuck me yh fuck me , I go fast after every word until I cum , we did that 3 times , then we went to her pussy , using condoms I fucked her so hard the moans were higher , everything was perfect ,in the end I asked her to lick her body , licked pussy ,ass, boobs,then she sucked my cock until we sleeped ,all I know that she was dirty ,well before even having sex with her I knew she is an open minded woman , and a woman that looks that she donesnt know anything , but she knows everything, but never expected having sex with her ,well she was horny and that helped...but no one of us regretted that sex ever..
We still have sex from time to time ,and I started having sex with sex workers , joining threesomes..etc
If u want pics of her text me.
I feel that her weight is the ONLY objective metric of an underlying mental disorder. Anything else can be lied about. Who me? I never did that, i never said that, oh that was a joke, oh that is a misinderstanding, lies, lies, lies.
